So.. i FINALLY have a computer that works at home again. Thanks for helping us reformat Martin!!! :) hurrah for martin! But after not having a computer for so long, I realize how reliant I am on it. I seriously have NOTHING to do at night... actually, there are many things i could be doing like cleaning, but nothing that appeals to me i guess.
so yes, i find myself twiddling my thumbs on many an evening now. i think it is not necessarily a bad thing but it's really got me scrambling to find things to fill the void or to take my attention away from the fact that something feels off or missing. I don't know, it's strange but well.. that's just the way things are. Maybe I should start reading.. or learning how to paint or découpage or something so i can project all this energy into something else. Something's gotta give.
ah well, life moves on. i just hope that i move with it.
my friends went up to a cottage this week :( well.. :) but :( at the same time because i couldn't go. I think it would have been so much fun and it would have helped me take my mind off things. I hope they take lots of pictures, i can just edit myself into them and pretend i was there as well.. hah i can even fabricate stories to match the pictures if i was desperate
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