I'm excited for summer to come - in a season that is COLD, dreary and grey, I cannot help but wish that it was already May. My undergraduate career also cannot end soon enough. I am pretty bored at school and there are way too many things to look forward to to NOT be excited for the summer.
- trip to HK & China
- softball (EXERCISE!)
- convocation
- the new harry potter book (july 21st!!!)

i think that over the years, i have associated the summer with a sense of belonging, relaxation and happiness. However, i am slightly afraid that i will still feel alone in the summertime and that this feeling will never go away. Father how come i fail to claim your promises in my daily life? How do i forget so quickly about you but cannot forget about the temporary things the world has to offer? it is unfathomable.

Does wishing for the future prevent me from living my life in the present? HMM...