I am very stressed out about my future. I am very stressed out about money.
I am very stressed out because of the fear that I am going to continue to be mediocre and fail to get a job that will allow me to pay for my tuition. The high high high possibility of unemployment next summer is really really really scary. And disappointing. It manifests itself as a tightness in my chest and a thick anxiety that is a mixture of frustration, humiliation and impatience.

I am supposed to be successful.
I'm failing to meet those expectations.

*deep breath.*
Focus on the good. Focus on the blessings.
1) One interview is better than none.
2) I am "healthy." Dr. Hong confirmed it.
3) My debit card works again.
4) My parents love me.