Wednesday, September 20, 2006

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sometimes i want to flail my arms around, type recklessly, knock things off shelves, roll around on the floor, throw something, scribble vigorously etc just to get the excess energy/frustration (whatever the case may be) out. I am finding that this urge comes up quite often when I think about my future and the ever looming LSAT. I'm really scared. I might get pwned. GOD GIVE ME WISDOM.

two days ago i realized that i am still angry. it was surprising to discover that i have been angry for such a long period of time. i didn't know i was capable of it... well no, i probably knew that i was, but it's pretty unsettling to have it be true. it's so unhealthy....

tracy you've gotten me addicted to the teddy bear biscuits, they're so yummy. did you get my pirate e-card?? :)

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

NO, I have been thinking about you so much, I miss you!!! where the crap have you BEEN, woman!

My goodness, when I get Long D here, I am going to be calling you. WATCH OUT. Late night convos up ahead!

Sorry to hear you are still angry... anger is a terrible and self-destructive thing.

Also, I have rolled on the floor to release my anger... it worked.. until I rolled into a table and bruised myself.

MISS YOU THIIIIIIIIIIIIiiiIiiiIIiiIiiIIIIIIiiiI(oooOOOOoooOOOOoo)SSSSSSSSS MUCH

(do you like how I threw in the oOo even though it was completely inapproOOOoooPriate?)

-trace

Anonymous said...

i thought the title was a giant acronym...then i realized it was a cryptic message being directed to intelligent life elsewhere but earth.

you'll be fine with the LSAT, if all else fails you can come to waterloo =)

anger suxxors, frustration suxxors, a good heaping pile of steaks and ribs usually keeps things under control. =D

if you need someone to vent to, gimme a shout...i can be your punching bag (weekends only) =)


take care!!!

Anonymous said...

Helloooo my love :)
i get those moments too..maybe cuz we have teh same cycle :P ahahahha... i usually just yell into a pillow if that is the case, or i got jogging. it works rather well

its scary scary scary i know.. faith hun

ooo anger. hmmm.. i was angry for two years and it was unhealthy but i'm healthy now.. you'll be too!

i want biscuits.
-aly

Anonymous said...

counselling is always an option. At least someone can validate your anger and help you release it... and they come from an objective point of view. Give it a shot.

seven said...

I HEART YOUUU
when i'm angry i cry alot
hahahaha
or i blog about it and rant
:)
i miss you girls so super super much

Adrian said...

yo elms,

Pick a fight w/ me to release your anger.

I'll pwn you, son.

Anonymous said...

Hey Em
Not sure what the anger is about, but i once was angry for over a year... didn't realize it until one day, over a year later, i started singing in the shower again... and suddenly i realized how angry i had been (and how silent the shower had been)! God is merciful. i thot i was good, but God knew better! i cry to Him all the time.
=)